I just want to stop thinking and sleep. Please. :/ I’m so tired.
Weird, “Do I even exist?” moment happening right now after watching that movie. Holy fuck. Kind of wish someone was here right now? I have no idea… almost too much for my brain right now. Anxious, but like… intrigued? So fucking weird.
I really hope I don’t end up like you. I really fucking hope I don’t.
Her: “You… Are confused…”
*she points finger at my face and pokes me in the nose*
Her: “And a lot like Sarah Mclaughlin when she wrote her best album.”
Me: o.O “What the fuck!?!”
I always like being mauled in the face by my cat before I fall asleep. Wait a second…
Self hate day for the win. Doesn’t help that my dad is pointing everything out I’m doing wrong. I know what I’m not doing or what I need to be doing. You don’t have to fucking tell me every goddamn minute of my life. Trust me, if there was a way to make you proud, I would do it. It’s not going to happen, so you’re just gonna have to deal with that. Sorry, Dad. I’m not the kid you wanted. Deal with it. You have no idea what’s going on in my life right now. You never talk to me. Never want to know what’s going on. I don’t know anything about you, but I’ve lived with you my whole entire life. I’m so much more than a fucking slob that can’t do anything you want it to do. Too bad you don’t take the time to see it.
Fuck this day.