Starting to work out. Bought some small weights and a resistance tube thing. I’ve watched a couple of videos online as well for basic workouts. If any of you have any suggestions for basic workouts, what worked and what didn’t, that would be amazing. Thanks!
Cost me another 90 dollars to exchange the binders. I feel like I’m gonna throw up. I should have just paid the extra ten dollars and bought brand new ones and sell the other ones. I fucking hate this. I just… Ugh.
And people keep calling me she and I think my mom might know and that’s scary and I’m just so scared and worried.
These are really good quality binders… Too bad they don’t fit… -Sigh- try, try again.
Such a confusing time in my life. I’m so worried that I’m going to choose the wrong thing to do. I don’t know what I feel or who I am and it’s so fucking confusing. I’m doing okay other than I just have no idea who I am or whether I’m looking for something that I already have… But if that was the case… Wouldn’t I stop looking?
Can’t tell if youtube is being a bitch or if my internet is… anyone having trouble with youtube right now?
So, I was having a good day and then I looked down at my stomach and the way I’m sitting just makes it look worse and I just feel so bluh about my body. I should do something about it, but I’m not. And that just makes it worse. Never ending cycle. Ugh.
This is going to be one long ride. But we can do this. And I can do this. And everything will be okay. I’m excited and scared. It will be okay. It will all be okay.